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Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Live with Ophelia- BiPolar Disorder II

The following fictional talk show is loosely based on My Life with BiPolar Disorder. Names and circumstances have been altered to protect the innocent.

**Applause**

Ophelia:          (to audience) Welcome to our show. Today we will be examining a very serious mental health issue, Bipolar Disorder II, with our special guests Stacy and Dr. O’.
                        (To guests) Welcome.

Dr. O’:                        Thank you for having us.

Stacy:              Hello, Ophelia, it is nice to meet you.

Ophelia:          Dr O’ can you tell the audience what bipolar disorder II is?

Dr O’:             Certainly. According to the DSM- IV, bipolar disorder II is the presence of one or more depressive episodes with at least one hypomanic episode. We call it bipolar because it is a disorder of extremes, a sufferer can go from being depressed to being hypomanic.1

Ophelia:          What is hypomania, Dr. O’?

Dr. O’:                        Hypomania is a period of abnormally and persistently elevated, expansive or irritable mood that lasts at least 4 days but not severe enough to cause marked impairment in social or occupational functioning. It also includes at least three of the following symptoms:
                        inflated self esteem
                        decreased need for sleep
                        pressure of speech
                        flight of ideas
                        distractibility
                        psychomotor agitation   2

Ophelia:          Stacy, can you tell us what bipolar disorder is for you?

Stacy:              Well, it is kind of like losing yourself. I didn’t know who I was anymore, I used to be a pretty happy person. Then, when I was in my twenties I began to go through very black periods of time when I just felt hopeless and thought it would be better to just end it all. Then I would seem to focus on something to get out of my mood and I would run with it until I could not run anymore and the darkness would take over yet again.

Ophelia:          How long did this go on?

Stacy:              I quit drinking in April of 1997 and my symptoms appeared almost immediately after that but I was only diagnosed in 1999.

Ophelia:          Dr. O’ is there a correlation between Stacy’s drinking and her bipolar?       

Dr. O’:                        Bizzarri’s study in 2007 showed that there was a high prevalence of those who had bipolar disorder and substance abuse. 96% of patients said that the substances they abused improved their mood.  Symptoms such as depression and racing thoughts are said to lessen with the substance use.3 Perhaps while Stacy had a drinking problem, this addiction to alcohol masked her bipolar symptoms and they became apparent only after she quit drinking.

Ophelia:          Stacy can you explain what happened to you prior to your diagnosis of Bipolar.

Stacy:              I had moved back home after completing my Psychology degree at Bishop’s University in 1995, I was working as a temporary supply teacher at my old elementary school and I was also supply teaching at two other local schools. If that was not enough to keep me busy, I took on teaching English as a Second language to the guards at the federal penitentiary in the evenings.

Ophelia:          You must have been exhausted.

Stacy:              You would think that but actually, I was not quite busy enough, I decided to get my life guard certification. I took my Bronze Cross and Bronze Medallion so that I could supervise my physical education class in the pool without having to pay for an extra lifeguard.

Ophelia:          Wow, that is a lot for one person to be doing.  We are going to take a short break and be right back with Stacy and Dr. O’.
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Ophelia:          We are here, with Stacy and Dr .O’, discussing bipolar II disorder. Stacy, before the break you were telling us about all that you undertook in your life prior to being diagnosed as bipolar. I’d love for you to describe some of the behaviours that you experienced that you now recognize as red flags to the fact that something was “not quite right”.

Stacy:              When I was awake I had to constantly be moving, if I was not busy teaching, I would drive up and down the highway. Just driving without reason. If I knew I had to be at work in an hour, I’d drive for 30 minutes and then turn around and head back. Looking back , that should have been a sign for me. If I start driving aimlessly now I know something is wrong.

Ophelia:          Dr. O’, is bipolar disorder common?

Dr. O’:                        It seems that Bipolar Disorder II is more prevalent in women. It occurs in 0.5% -1% of the population.

Ophelia:          Stacy, my producers mentioned you had an interesting trip during all this upheaval, can you tell us about it?

Stacy:              I taught in my hometown for another year after that but someone suggested I go back to school and get an education degree. Not wanting to be “bumped” out of my job I enrolled in the University Of New Brunswick’s bachelor of Education program and began attending classes in the fall of 1997. While I was at UNB, I was given the opportunity to take an International Issues in Education class in Wallsall, England and teach part time in a British elementary school.
My family is not poor but my father spent lots of our money on alcohol and cigarettes. There was no way they could buy my ticket to England, so I had to figure out how to do this for myself.
I did not know it at the time but my mania helped get me to England.

Ophelia:          Dr. O’, can you remind us what mania is?

Dr. O’:                        Mania is an inflated feeling, where you are on top of the world and nothing can stop you. It is accompanied by racing thoughts and very specific goal-directed behaviour.5

Stacy:             I was goal-directed all right, I decided I could raise the $4,000 needed for the month long class by having fund raisers at the local pub. I hosted an open mike night once a week for 4 months. These were usually on Tuesdays from 9-11. I would not get home till midnight and I am usually up by 6am each day. I also decided that I could sell some items to raise more money so I sold off all my CDs and jewelry except my mother’s wedding ring. It did not matter what the cost, I was going to England.

Ophelia:         You sure worked hard to get to England, how was the trip?

Stacy:             It could have been a wonderful adventure with lots of fun side trips across Europe, but when I arrived I moved into a dorm room and I crashed, I was so exhausted I could barely get out of bed to get to class and I was teaching little ones who had so much energy, it tired me out.
Other students went on trips to Ireland and France but I just stayed in my room when I was not supposed to be in class or teaching. I had made only just enough money to get there and back but England is very expensive and I had little spending money so I just stayed home and slept from one day to the next. I would not even have money for lunches so my team teacher noticed and started bringing sandwiches for me. Ophelia, have you ever had a liver and onion sandwich?

Ophelia:         Can’t say that I have.

Stacy:             It was nice of my teacher, but they are gross! I don’t recommend them at all.

When the month was up, my accompanying professor made sure I was on the plane back to Canada. I was a mess. When I arrived home I stayed in bed for three days eating shortbread cookies I had picked up at the airport in the duty free shop and drinking water. On day four, I called my Mom and told her I was coming home. I went to a doctor in my home town but he diagnosed me as depressed and gave me antidepressants. I took them because I thought they would help, but now I know this was a terrible mistake.

Dr. O’:            When someone is bipolar and is given anti-depressants it can send them to the complete opposite extreme and they can become manic.

Stacy:             Here I was, just like a year earlier, manic as can be, with all kinds of fancy full ideas. I did very well at school because nothing stopped me, I’d stay up all night working on assignments. I would speak up in class and share whatever popped into my head. I often said if I could bottle what was giving me my “high” it would be worth a fortune. Now, I know that mania is not fun, I spent money I didn’t have, I completely disregarded people’s feelings and I used everyone I could, to get what I thought I needed. 

Ophelia:         We are going to head to a commercial break, but coming up, Stacy will tell us all about her manic adventures.

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Ophelia:          Can you tell us about something that you did then that, looking back, you really regret?
Stacy:              It was Easter 1999, I decided I was going to visit some friends in Montreal, I told my Mom I was going to visit children in the hospital, but I rented a car and drove from Fredericton, NB to Montreal. I just stopped in and saw everyone I knew, without warning, gave them a hug and said I had to go ‘cause I had lots of other people to see. 
The last person on my list was my friend Janice, she called my Mom when I arrived at her door unannounced ‘cause she was worried. My mother freaked out and told me to be sure to get back to school I had my last two weeks of practicum to complete.
Dr O’:             Another common symptom of Bipolar II is “excessive involvement in pleasurable activities that have a high potential for painful consequences”7
Ophelia:          Did you make it back to school, Stacy?
Stacy:              Yes, but I needed gas to get there, so I traded my mother’s wedding ring in exchange for a full tank of gas. I also got a speeding ticket for going 120 in an 80 zone, but I’d have to figure out how to pay for that later.
Ophelia:          You mentioned you were completing your practicum, how did your bipolar affect that?
Stacy:              Well, I have to say, it had the most impact on my practicum. The Friday after my Easter- Montreal adventure, my cooperating teacher sat me down as she had every other week to go over my progress. She began speaking to me and I burst into tears, “why are you so hard on me?” I wailed.
Once I had calmed down, she asked me when I had last had a good nights sleep. I told her that would have been about 8 weeks ago when I started my practicum!
                        She excused herself and came back five minutes later with my coat and bag, she said she was bringing me to the hospital so I could get some rest. I was so mad at her. Here I was, five days away from completing my practicum and she was bringing me to the hospital.           
Dr. O’:            Stacy, was very lucky that her teacher recognized the signs of hypomania and brought her in.
Stacy:              Yes, looking back now, I can safely say she saved my life.              
Ophelia:          That was what you needed.
Stacy:              Yes, that was ten years ago. I am on mood stabilizers, Lithium and Gabapentin now and doing very well.
Dr O’:             Once a patient is stable on lithium it is very important to not go off their medication. 8 Stacy learned that valuable lesson in 2003 when she was doing very well and decided she didn’t need her medication anymore.
Stacy:              Yes, I bought a car and a house! Then after a few months of craziness I readmitted myself into hospital and after four weeks was all regulated again.
Ophelia:          Dr. O’, Stacy was very lucky, can you tell us about some recent breakthroughs that can be beneficial to people who suffer from Bipolar Disorder.        
Dr. O’:            The best thing for a person with bipolar disorder to do is learn as much as they can and take control of their life instead of letting their disorder control them. Black Dog Institute had developed an internet based bipolar education program which I recommend to all of my patients. It is a great way to stay informed and it takes away the stigma of mental illness.9
Ophelia:          here is the website: http://www.blackdoginstitute.org.au/bipolar/bep/index.cfm
*scrolls across the bottom of the TV screen
Dr. O’:            Stacy is all to familiar with the stigma of mental illness, Stacy can you share with us?
Stacy:              When I told my Mother that I was diagnosed as bipolar she wondered how to tell our family. She wondered what to say if anything.
I was upset by this but realized that this was all new for her too.
So I said, “If I had cancer, would you tell them?”
“Of course I would” Mom said .
 “Then tell them that I am sick and that I will be on medication to help me. If they have any other questions they can ask me directly.”
Ophelia:          That is our show for today, Thank you so much for joining us today, Stacy and Dr O’. God Bless and Good Health.

References

American Psychiatric Association (1994). Diagnostic and statistical manual of mental disorders (4th ed.). Washington, D.C., pp. 332-363
 
Bizzarri, J.V. et al. (2007) The spectrum of substance abuse in bipolar disorder: reasons for use, sensation seeking and substance sensitivity. Bipolar Disorders 2007, Volume 9, 213-220. Bolzano, Italy.

Lawrence, H. Price, (2008) Editor’s commentary psychiatric gene testing: are we ready? Brown University, Psychopharmacology Update.

CBC television True Hope for Bipolar Patients retrieved from

Biel, M.G. et al. (2007) Continuation versus discontinuation of lithium in recurrent bipolar illness: a naturalistic study. Bipolar Disorders: 9:435-442. New York, New York.

Proudfoot, J. et al. (2007) Next generation of self management education: web based bipolar disorder program. The Royal Australian and New Zealand College of Psychiatrists. Journal of Psychiatry: 41:903-909. New South Wales, Australia.

           


1
 American Psychiatric Association (1994). Diagnostic and statistical manual of mental disorders (4th ed.). Washington, D.C., pp. 359-363
2
 American Psychiatric Association (1994). Diagnostic and statistical manual of mental disorders (4th ed.). Washington, D.C., pp. 335-338
3
 Bizzarri, J.V. et al. (2007) The spectrum of substance abuse in bipolar disorder: reasons for use, sensation seeking and substance sensitivity. Bipolar Disorders 2007, Volume 9, 213-220. Bolzano, Italy.
4
 Lawrence, H. Price, (2008) Editor’s commentary psychiatric gene testing: are we ready? Brown University, Psychopharmacology Update.
5
 American Psychiatric Association (1994). Diagnostic and statistical manual of mental disorders (4th ed.). Washington, D.C., p. 332
6
  Empower plus http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aV8Tb2ONjxU
7
 American Psychiatric Association (1994). Diagnostic and statistical manual of mental disorders (4th ed.). Washington, D.C., p. 332
8
 Biel, M.G. et al. (2007) Continuation versus discontinuation of lithium in recurrent bipolar illness: a naturalistic study. Bipolar Disorders: 9:435-442. New York, New York.
9
 Proudfoot, J. Et al. (2007) Next generation of self management education: web based bipolar disorder program. The Royal Australian and New Zealand College of Psychiatrists. Journal of Psychiatry: 41:903-909. New South Wales, Australia.


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